THE TASTE OF FREEDOM
Samuel Oshioke could hardly keep a straight face. In an emotionally laced voice, he tells how the struggles of growing up pitched him toward the desperation to survive by all means. The death of his father left him with a traumatic experience in which time is yet to heal. Holding firm his fist as he tried to still the dropping tears, he took a long pause, shook his head, and then muttered: “I have tried everything to survive”. He shrugged, his eye fixed on the ground as one counting the sand.
Samuel struggled to keep his feet from wobbling, his feeling of pain and frustration can cut through the air; it was real. “I felt neglected after the death of my father, I have to relocate back to the village,” he said at the village he met a friend who introduced him to a “burger” (a burger is a street slang code for traffickers). He was told it will cost one hundred and fifty thousand naira, (150,000) to commence on the journey. Samuel’s immediate challenge was how to convince his mother. “I called my mum and explained to her how we have struggled with poverty all our childhood, she reasoned with me and prayed that I have a successful journey” he said.
As soon as he arrived the border of Niger Republic, he was kidnapped, locked up in an underground cell and tortured with iron rod, cut with knife and often beaten to stupor. One day, he recalled: “I was stabbed with a sharp knife” he pulled the sleeves of his shirt to show the scars.
Samuel was released by his captors after a month of pain and torture, and then he embarked on the journey through the desert to his Libya destination. At Libya, he was again arrested and imprisoned for six months before his release to the International Organization on Migration which deported him to Nigeria.
When Samuel returned to Nigeria, he was down to nothing but a hardened determination to survive. At the point of finding a legitimate source of income, a family friend introduced him to ActionAid’s capacity training for returned and potential irregular migrants “ActionAid have really been a great help for me, the empowerment programme in poultry helped me to refocus and see other things I can do and the counseling also healed me a lot from the trauma I experienced” he insists if he must travel again, it would be through the legal option and never through the land borders.

